I guess I should say my husband is a retard, he tells me last night that he wanted to go to Daytona for the Bud shoot out next month.  One of our dogs chews up 3 remotes today and tonight he tells me that he decided not to go because of the dogs, we have 3, just one chews on things.  Ok, when he told me last night that he wanted to go to Daytona for the race, that was all I could think about, I was so excited.  Now he tells me that he doesn't want to go because of the dogs.  We would only be gone a few days and our son would be home during that time, when he's not at work anyway.  You know, it's just like him to do something like this, I could just strangle him.  He gets my hopes up and then dashes them right into the ground.  When he told me he wanted to go, I didn't know what to say because it's not like him to just come out and say he wants to do something like that.  If it doesn't involve work or just staying at home, he doesn't do it.  He comes out last night and just shocks the hell out of me that he wants to go all the way to Daytona for the race and tonight he tells me that he doesn't want to go because of the dogs..  I think he just decided he didn't want to go and is using the dogs for an excuse.  Stupid mother fucker, he never wants to do anything, last year for our 25 wedding anniversary, he says that he had something special planned and would surprise me, yeah, he surprised me all right, we had dinner at home with the kids, big surprise, didn't cost much either.  Cheap ass.  Well, something that I was really looking forward to is not going to happen AGAIN.  He also said that we are going to the Wolf lodge in Williamsburg for our anniversary this year, yeah right.  Nothing will happen once again.  Same shit every time.

 This may not sound important to everyone, it really isn't that important at all.  It's just one of my little pet peeves of sort.  I was in the break room yesterday trying to enjoy my lunch break.  One of the new cashiers comes in and starts to talk on her cell phone, not quietly mind you, everyone can hear her conversations.  Note to new cashier, I don't care how much you have to beg your friend to pick you up after work or that your friend had a miscarriage, that's something that no one else should hear anyway.   Ok, maybe I care about the second part.   Either lower your voice, or go out in the hall way.  Note to the younger associates, I'm happy that you enjoy your music, but I do not.  Coming into the break room playing rap music does not make me happy.  Get headphones, PLEASE!!!  I know the break room is a place for all, but please respect others and keep your conversations down while on the phone and either keep the music down or put headphones on, thank you.  Ok, I said it really wasn't important, but I just had to say something.  Now I wish I could say something in the break room without being thought of as a bitch.

I would have dinner with my parents some where with no distractions so I could asked them what is the after life like, what kind of things do you see, what do you think and talk about and what kind of things do you do.
 

Make sure my dogs have gone out to take care of their business so hopefully they don't wake me up so early in the morning.
 

 Ok, I guess I'm feeling kind of like the weather, kind of gloomy.  I guess it could have some thing to do with what has been going on in my life the last two months and being sick doesn't help either.  Hopefully going to the race in Richmond on Saturday will help, I'm hoping Dale Jr wins this one like he did last time I was in Richmond.

 Yes, I truly believe in ghosts, I have seen and heard them.

Ok, since I am making this for my eyes only, I really don't know what to say.  Has this year been better than others?  In ways yes, in ways much worse or just the same.  I guess it depends on how you look at it.  Until next time, have to get the hubby 

 . Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Where do you live:
4: What are you studying/What are you working as:
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

FANDOM <-- I have NO idea what this is!
1. Favorite Fandom:
2. OTP/OT3:
3. Icon/Fic Journal (so I can join):

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:

This not a rant or rave, or a complaint or a bitching.  I just had my job code changed this morning from csm to money center cashier, which will start on the 22nd.   Even though I go from a 6 to a 4, which means I do loose some money in the process which hurts a little, it will be so worth it.  I couldn't be happier.  I think I will go out and celebrate this week .  As my handle says, csmnomoreplease, is finally a reality.